Kim Kardashian Says She’d Do “Anything” to Get the Old Kanye West Back Following His Antisemitic Remarks: “So Different Than the Person I Married”

Kim Kardashian‘s iconic crying face makes a reappearance in The Kardashians Season 3 — but instead of sobbing over a pair of $75,000 earrings getting lost in the ocean, the reality star breaks down over Kanye West‘s antisemitic rampage.

In Episode 7 of the Hulu series, titled “Deeper Than Dolce,” Kim and Khloé Kardashian address West’s offensive tweets and remarks aimed at the Jewish community in October 2022.

“It’s really confusing for me. It’s so different than the person I married. Because that’s who I loved. And that’s who I remember,” Kim tells cameras through tears. “I’ll do anything to get that person back.”

Back on the couch, a sobbing Kim reveals that she feels “bad” for her ex-husband, even though she doesn’t think he “feels bad for himself” — or even knows how to. The Skims founder also says she blames herself for West getting dropped from his brand deals with Adidas, Gap and just about every company he was associated with following a tweet she posted last year denouncing his “hate speech.”

“I feel guilty that I posted something in support of the Jewish community,” she admits. “And then people dropped him today. I’m like, ‘Is that my fault that I posted that? Did that push them? Should I just have kept quiet?’”

Meanwhile, Khloé assures her sister that she wasn’t wrong for standing up for the Jewish community — and that she has nothing to do with the reason why he lost deals.

“Watching Ye is like watching a car crash in slow motion,” Khloé says in her confessional. “None of us share these antisemitic views. We think it’s gravely irresponsible. We’re all very aware of the following that Kanye has and how his words can be used to rile people up.”

Kim later adds that she’s in a “really fucking hard” position when it comes to dealing with West, with whom she shares four children under the age of 10.

“I’m so angry. But I’m also so sad,” she says. “Your instinct wants to be like, ‘Wow, I’m never gonna talk to this person again.’ But then you think of your babies. I’m having a hard time figuring it out.”

New episodes of The Kardashians air on Thursdays on Hulu.